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Yes I know I know, it is getting worn out but I am angry at Emile today. He didn’t even give me a chance to help him with whatever it was that was hurting him so much. Just a note to say why would have helped a lot. Now I have to wonder what was so bad to make him take his own life. It was damn unfair of him leaving me here alone grieving him with no reason at all given.
I feel so done in by it, like he did it to hurt me personally. Shoes For Sale Yes I know it is not the truth but that is how I feel sometimes. I don’t want to feel that way but I just can’t help it. I just want to have a word with him and tell him how stupid it was to do that. To be honest I don’t only want to have a word with him I want to give him a hard slap. That will leave his ears ringing.
He knows exactly how I feel about this and I am sure that is the reason I never dream about him. He knows very well that I will ask him why he was so selfish and stupid without thinking it all through like an adult. Talk About Life And this morning to top it all I lost his voice message that was stored on my phone. It broke some time ago and when the guy fixed it apparently all the voice recordings I had was erased. That is another piece of him gone now.