I Love the Way True Love Feels
My attempt to explain the way true love feels will fall short of my expectations, because of the inability to find the appropriate words to describe meaningful relationships, to the fullest, and the excitement that flows throughout my body. For sixteen yours I have been trying to formulate the exact phrases to submit to those who are constantly seeking the answer to this simple but complicated process. Every attempt to write or verbally express my experience with a positive relationship, results in a blockage of supportive facts that will ensure an unquestionable nod of approvable from the listener. It is as though the feeling must remain a secret that can only be experienced and shared by the behavior of the recipients to one another.
I am making this initial attempt, in written form, to bring this feeling to the awareness of those who possess an interest in knowing what it feels like to love the way true love feels. The belief or acceptance of this information is of little importance to this author. This attitude accompanies the success associated with the acceptance of the ultimate social relationship.
If I were to involve all the steps that were used to accomplish this “one in a lifetime” feat, it would require a detailed explanation of my entire life, which I am unwilling to provide as of this writing. But, I will provide the starting period of curiosity on finding the right partner, and that period surfaced at an age of six years. I know exactly what stimulus was present to activate this primary purpose of a fulfilling life. That moment was only the beginning awareness of a process that would defeat me constantly throughout the various stages of my development. I gave up too many times to precisely present, only to bounce back and regroup, after the sulking period had past. A continued process of educational self-help processes ensued. As many areas of human and non-human behavior became an addictive element in my drive to accomplish what was always out of reach, and settlement for that which was always available became the order of my life.
I began to put aside the high percentage of the developmental process and began to implement the social contact process and a higher percentage level. The results began to explode my self confidence level to a degree that frightened me somewhat. The power of persuasion was immense, and mind boggling.
The possible misuse was the primary concern that occupied my thoughts. What could be accomplished at the expense of others was eating me alive. Power over others was not what I was seeking, but the human characteristics that resides within us all, tested my reserve. I had accomplished the ability to communicate effectively with anyone on any level. This process took over eight years to obtain, and still my level of communication was not near the perfection level. This level would become reachable as the methods of operation I utilized were refined through usage. My primary purpose was in securing that one individual, which was defined as the one that existed for the perfect social relationship for me.
Remember, that during my developmental period, there existed no complete works on the accomplishing of social contact. Piece working was the only process available, and a tremendous amount of time was necessary in order to complete the process. I applied myself with starvation fervor. At the end of it all, I gained the ability to attract without even saying a word. My aura preceded me at a distance greater than normal. I could sense the environmental awareness of my presence. The social contact had already been established without a single word spoken. I controlled the direction of the social contact.
I entered the department of the operation that was necessary for the completion of my assigned duties. My direction shifted automatically 30 degrees to my right and then stopped abruptly. There she stood, approximately 30 yards in distance from my position. I had never met her, nor knew that she was employed at the location I visited regularly throughout my working day. I experienced a total shutdown of undesirable thoughts and methods. The physical attributes were not under consideration. As our eyes met and the same message was being transmitted by her eyes, I became aware of a peaceful feeling that permeated my entire being. I had to look no further. The one person that was chemically bonded to me was standing 30 yards in front of me. Without saying a word, we knew that the day would come when we could be together. To shorten this narrative, in fewer than five days, we were making a pact not to cross over the line of friendship. That pact was kept for the next five years, faithfully and patiently. When the union became a reality, the chemical bond could not be denied. I was void of any possible way, as was my partner, of explaining our feelings. I was lost between two dimensions, and was not going to return to my prior state for any offer submitted to me. I was experiencing love the way true love feels. I had the love I had been seeking since the age of six.
There is one important fact to present. I have never had, nor attempted to conceive, a fantasy or inappropriate mind thoughts about my love. To this day, my thoughts will not formulate on anything other than my commitment to this precious human being, who was as chemically bonded to me, as I was to her. The desire for any other female became null and void. No other female, regardless of the physical attributions or financial status could sway me from this perfect attraction. Even after sixteen years of living the life, my character remains strong and grows stronger with each passing second. I communicate with others, with the vigor of a totally satisfied individual. I have nothing but a total regard for the safe and reliable methods that I would like others to see in me, and maybe help in their efforts to gain that social relationship that represents the ultimate relationship.
One other important issue should be noted. I maintained my own identity, and so did my chemically bonded significant other. The process was automatic, with some small conflicts, which were resolved without any loss of commitment. Each living moment is filled with the presence of my love one, regardless of the space that separates us. My mind is free from the previous thoughts of what if and when, as they pertained to the permanent social relationship. I seek nothing more than the basic needs for myself, and am focused only on the advance needs for my love one, even though she is satisfied with the basic needs only.
My entire character has been escalated to a higher sustainable level. I am not afraid of losing this relationship. I worry about nothing beyond how to pay the bills, and to address the common everyday living issues that will always rear their ugly heads. The wonderful feelings I experience each moment of my life is chemically induced, and therefor lies the problem with describing what it feels like to “love the way true love feels”.
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