My girlfriends complain about his girlfriend to bed technology not
I am very depressed, living every day is a day of living death, you want a big man to be his girlfriend love contempt, and even a little bit of compassion, and his girlfriend face of repeated and three declined to marry him, I really would like to a dead relieved himself!
I have been in love with a girlfriend of nearly three years, usually until I’m fine, when I asked her to marry may be, she always evasive answer I do not want to front, it makes me so depressed to think We can not count for unmarried cohabitation, we can always do a few times a week for married couples was usually only do that sort of thing, even so, a few days ago to keep on fighting spirit I proposed to her again, but also get a very romanticcandlelight occasions to move her, but still did not get the answer she agreed to marry me, she is still the old saying goes, that she did not want to get married now, I’m really anxious to get married if you can find someone else.
What is this nonsense? We love has been nearly three years, and who (including both parents) are thought to fruition lovers get married as soon as possible! Moreover, if you want love do not want to get married, so what is the meaning of love? All along, I just could not understand her heart in mind, has always been puzzling.
We have not experienced before in the House of Love, said she was not my arms around I do not marry, but she did not let me swear not to marry, when he kept touching me swear on the day.
Therefore, even if she did not promise me to marry him, I know that she should love me, this attitude from my usual can be seen; I know that she should care about me, this together for me from day to daycan be realized in every possible way; I should know no other love her now boyfriend, which send text messages from her phone away from my behavior never can tell.
The question is why she did not want me gonna get married? Every time I mention the things she always tried married change the subject, and if I say much more afraid of her unhappy, so I can only be one person alone, depressed.
A few days ago, I met a girlfriend girlfriends talk about anything, chat room I consciously taking her words to her spying on my girlfriend in the end what the performance was not satisfactory? Purpose is to cast his girlfriend likes to correct their deficiencies or problems.
Asked a long time, she had also asked to say so, girlfriends said to me do not want my girlfriend to marry me the real reason, that girlfriends said: “In fact, your girlfriend was working or whether youlooks are not too say, in front of us also praise more, people are kind enough to filial piety, she was the only shortcoming of you where your size is not big enough, so that she could not find time to meet the House of Love always thrill. ”
Listen to this result, like a bolt from the blue, this extreme privacy, then do not tell me, but rather tell people, especially from the mouth of her girlfriends how to listen to all the taste with a laugh, made me feel very embarrassed, anxious to find hole drilled into the spot.
To this end, I have been very depressed this, I can not think, I told her the University’s students, the impression from the beginning to know her freshman year, she had not noticed the other’s boyfriend, and that we started talking about sophomore love, have not been found with other men she had relationships go beyond the ordinary.
What’s more, saying there is no comparison there is no identification, if she has not seen or tasted another man, she said how it will be more my size smaller than other men do?
I know with my girlfriend refused to marry the real reason after all of a sudden I do not know how to face her, I would like to see her, and very low self-esteem can not see her, now, I dare not afraid totalk to her by marriage thing.
I have also thought of breaking up, the feelings of three years, after all, can not say that you can put down, not to mention I just want to marry her love for so many years, every year I go to her house many times, she also went to my far from his home in Tianjin to several times, both parents are hurried our wedding, and now, she let me use this unspeakable reason do not want to quibble with my married man ruined my self-esteem a bachi always in front of her no longer feel ashamed.
I have also read quietly to the hospital, a medical examination and did not say anything, neither organic nor functional problems of the problem, also told me that people like me a lot of size, as long as the marriage does not affect the After sex, most can be normal children.
I am depressed ah! Not only can not explain with his girlfriend can have no place to talk, for fear of being being a joke, I do not dare to have a friend to talk. I have now bought a Total slave, and this is his girlfriends introduced me to, because, I do not know in which direction should the next step forward is to continue to work with so she agreed to marry me? If she can not be happy how to do? If this break up with her, then I three years of emotional comfort you really stop there?