I have given it a place in my heart
`The ground belongs to me. It is the only possession I have not relinquished. Everything else has gone from me, little by little, but I have kept this. It was the subject of the only determined resistance I made in all the wretched years.’
`Is it to be built on?’
`At last it is. I came here to take leave of it before its change. And you,’ she said, in a voice of touching interest to a wanderer, `you live abroad still?’
`Still.’
`And do well, I am sure?’
`I work pretty hard for a sufficient living, and therefore – Yes, I do well.’
`I have often thought of you,’ said Estella.
`Have you?’
`Of late, very often. There was a long hard time when I kept far from me, the remembrance, of what I had thrown away when I was quite ignorant of its worth. But, since my duty has not been incompatible with the admission of that remembrance, I have given it a place in my heart.’
`You have always held your place in my heart,’ I answered.
And we were silent again, until she spoke.
`I little thought,’ said Estella, `that I should take leave of you in taking leave of this spot. I am very glad to do so.’
`Glad to part again, Estella? To me, parting is a painful thing. To me, the remembrance of our last parting has been ever mournful and painful.’
`But you said to me,’ returned Estella, very earnestly, `”God bless you, God forgive you!” And if you could say that to me then, you will not hesitate to say that to me now – now, when suffering has been stronger than all other teaching, and has taught me to understand what your heart used to be. I have been bent and broken, but – I hope – into a better shape. Be as considerate and good to me as you were, and tell me we are friends.’
`We are friends,’ said I, rising and bending over her, as she rose from the bench.
`And will continue friends apart,’ said Estella.
I took her hand in mine, and we went out of the ruined place; and, as the morning mists had risen long ago when I first left the forge, so, the evening mists were rising now, and in all the broad expanse of tranquil light they showed to me, I saw no shadow of another parting from her.
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